Trying to be healthy, and day by day I'm getting better at it.
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I haven’t been for like 3 or 4 days so it was necessary.
It’s so frustrating; I love being at the gym and working out, but the walk to and from it is so painful. The path is like a wind tunnel and it always feels like I’m trying to walk through a tornado. Especially on windy and rainy days - like today.
Blah.
At least I went!
If I run too much on the treadmill, one of my ankles starts to hurt, plus I’ve had a blister in a really weird place on the side of my foot that apparently tore open on my walk home.
Only 45 minute gym today but it was more than enough my thighs are killing me! I could do a dvd or something tomorrow, I suppose :)
Getting up at 6am was harder than I remember it being but it was so worth it! My fitblr is now my default blog on my phone so I’m back in this full time. About 500 cals burnt this morning.
There’s an advert for Insanity on the tv? Ignoring the fact that I’m in the UK and it is basically unheard of, isn’t it strange that they would show that?
I think today/last night I had my ‘breakthrough’ that’s gonna make me get back into this full time. Even though I’ve been going to the gym (although even that I hadn’t done for a week before today) I hadn’t sorted out my eating. But now I want to.
I also want to get back into working out at 6/6.30am so I feel good for the rest of the day, plus then that makes me focus on what I’m eating.
I would say wish me luck that I’ll stick with it, but luck has nothing to do with it; I just need my old will-power from last year back!
I think the sun is the thing that changes me. Now that it has started to be sunny and nice outside I have this drive back. Yay!
My birthday was a few weeks ago, I’m clearly just awful at keeping my tumblr updated! In other news, I told my sister to make a fitblr so that could be fun. I also updated stats & FAQ because they’re super old. (The most depressing part is I had to increase my weight in my stats! But nevermind.)
It’s been a weird, stressful & emotional week. But I’m eating clean starting today and finally getting my butt to the gym for the first time since Tuesday! Here’s hoping I can keep it up. I really want it, I want to, so it shouldn’t be so hard now there’s minimal temptation! (Apart from a meal out with my friends, but that’s irrelevant right now!)
I know that the longer I sit here panicking, the less likely I am to leave, but I still can’t make myself go. Someone help?
Got ready to go to the gym but I’m absolutely terrified to actually go.
I’ve never been before (other than my induction yesterday but that doesn’t count) and I have all these little thoughts about lockers and me not knowing how to work stuff and UGH
I would just love it if my anxiety didn’t rule my life, all I want to do is go to the gym!
Had my gym induction today, got my wristband! I’m super excited because it’s cold outside and I never want to run, whereas the gym is like a 20 minute (max) walk from my house and then I can workout with all the lovely equipment! Plus the first month is like £10 so yay!
